Its not me its you................

Really? because in all actuality, I really do in fact think its you but I'm just saying its me to make the breakup a little easier..............

Did I confuse anyone with that random ass intro? Good, haha.

I was thinking about this after having a brief textvo (textvo= text conversation) with my ex. He randomly texted me out of the blue the other day and asked:

"On a scale of 1 to 10, compared to the sex you get now, how would you have rated me in bed?"

My response:

"a 5.....a 6.5 when you were drunk." <
So anyway, he goes on and he's asking me if I'm in a relationship (I tell him yes even though Im really not) and he's asking me questions and being nosy about everything. I definitely should have ended the textvo early in the probing but I didn't. He has this manipulative way about him and I can never seem to break away once Ive been engaged. So anyway, he asks me if I miss him and I say NO. So then he goes on to say, "well that's fine, but just know that this current relationship wont last and he'll eventually break your heart and you'll want me back.So just remember all the shit you texted me..........."

And that was it. I was baffled. And I had so badly wanted to know why he would say my "current" relationship wouldn't last......was it something he knew about myself that I didn't? Then I started thinking, maybe it was me....... he was my first serious relationship and even still the relationship only lasted a little under two years. The rest have lasted 1 or 2 months. And Ive also noticed that I have a hard time continuing interest in someone. Its weird and its definitely NOT normal. And he's mentioned something about my future relationships not lasting a while ago when we together but I didnt pay him any mind........but now he's got me wondering.

There is always an underlining reason or cause of something and perhaps there is a reason why i have yet to be in a successful relationship that lasts longer than two years...........*shrug* im not worried about it......i have too much going on right now to even be thinking about being in a relationship. Between school and work, i barely have time for friends....however, if im 30 and im still not in a stable relationship or married THEN I know I have a problem! Playing the field is cool for now, but i would hate to be some bitter 30 year old woman whining about not being married. *shivers at the possibility*

Ugh....i hate my ex.

Wow.....really T-Pain?

So I'm pretty sure you all have seen this recent picture of T-Pain with a chain on that has a big ass charm on it that says "Big Ass Chain". Now, Im all for spending your hard earned money on what you please, but this shyt right here? Is fuckin' ridiculous. First off, supposedly this chain cost $419,000.............riiiiiiiiiiight. I totally find that statement and figure to be factually FALSE. But even it it did, that chain couldn't possibly be encrusted with real diamonds because that amount of diamonds would definitely cost a hell of a lot more than a half of mil. Second of all, how do you have a charm that says "Big Ass Chain" when its your charm that's big? Third of all, why? And fourth of all, you are a fool.

Apparently his reasoning behind buying this "dumb shit" (his words not mine) is because he is able to do it and because his family is well taken care of.........interesting. This is exactly why rappers become broke and file for bankruptcy 10 years later................

And no I'm not 'hating' off of him. Without his fans, the same people who are probably jobless or making minimum wage, he wouldn't have the money to buy his "Big Ass Chain". I mean, really T-Pain, if you don't know what to do with your money, here's a suggestion: During one of your concerts, throw money into the audience. OR, have a scholarship raffle or some shyt I mean SOMETHING! Got damn! This shyt is stupid! What the hell is wrong with black folk? A regular necklace, ring, or bracelet would have been perfectly fine and normal. No one would have said SHYT. But because this COON had to go and buy a big ass charm with the words "Big Ass Chain" attached, it just made his investment look and seem extremely stupid. This entire ordeal reminds me of a verse Keri Hilson said on the remix to Soulja Boys 'Turn My Swagg on'- "You can buy you a chain but you cant buy respect.........." I have officially lost ALL respect for this dude.